[The noticeable way in which Penny speaks about her true feelings hurts Rakka almost visibly too. All of those names were ones she was still hoping would come back someday. Even if they may not.]

It... it's really hard to think about, Penny. I understand though, even before I was here, I had to-

[But Penny keeps talking, and the strength of Rakka's voice begins to drop , and suddenly she's not sure she can say anything. But her face is definitely turning a slight shade of red.]

... You- do you mean that... Penny?