Rakka's letters

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[This letter seems to be a bit older then the other two, and it's been apparently stained by tears. Though it's still perfectly readable]

Dear Kuu

It's been a long time since you disappeared, I guess. I still don't have all of my memories, even the ones of when I became a Haibane. So, I don't really know for sure if I can even get this to your or not. Maybe the Conductor can; he's done a lot, but I don't think he's going to help us anymore. It's getting worse here, and I just lost another friend.

I don't remember a lot about you, but I think you were a great person. You helped me, everyone else in my dreams helped me. I remember you smiling, and pulling me along down a long road, and you laughed and cheered.

But, now I remember that you're gone. And, somehow, it was because of me.

And you thanked me, I don't know what for, but you did.

I'm still wondering what that means, and, if you ever want to tell me, you can reply to this letter! If it finds you, that is.

Maybe I just hope it will

-Rakka







Dear Reki

How are you? Is everyone doing alright?

I only remember a few things, but you were always there, in most of them. You were always there for me, you helped me when I got my wings. And I just remembered you getting to see some fireworks with me. It was winter, too, like right now.

I mean, I think it's winter. The Conductor doesn't know the time either. I don't think he knows a lot about anything besides the "exercise" we're supposed to be doing. He even took our memories, so I don't remember much about who you are.

I hope I get to see you when I get out of here. Are you okay? In my last memory, you were sad about something, and I tried to help you again. Maybe it worked, I don't know for sure.

PS, sorry about your thumb.

-Rakka




[This letter seems less like a structured letter and more like a collection of things Rakka wanted to say, but couldn't really make it all fit together. It's more then a little crumpled.]


Dear How are Hello there

Mom, Dad

I don't know what to say here. I've been looking inside my deepest memories, but I can't remember what your faces looked like, or your names.

Can I see you again? Reki said that you wouldn't recognize me if you did, if I found you at all.

Did you care about me?

What did I do wrong? Why can't I remember who you are?

I'm sorry. So, so sorry.

I miss you, maybe if I [It abruptly cuts off here]