YES BUT IT'S MORE COMPLEX THAN THAT. IT ISN'T PURE HATRED. THERE'S ATTRACTION BETWEEN KISMESES THAT GOES BEYOND THE MERE PHYSICAL. LIKE YOU HATE THIS PERSON BUT SOMETHING KEEPS DRAWING YOU BACK TO THEM. THERE'S SOMETHING YOU ACTUALLY LIKE, BUT SO MUCH ELSE ABOUT THIS PERSON PISSES YOU OFF THAT YOU CAN'T BRING YOURSELF TO FORGIVE WHATEVER FAULTS YOU SEE IN THEM. SO IT EATS AWAY AT YOU, BOTH HATING AND LIKING THEM, TO THE POINT WHERE IT BECOMES AS MUCH OF AN OBSESSION AS BEING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE IN THE NORMAL HUMAN SENSE. EVEN EXPLAINING IT LIKE THIS DOESN'T REALLY DO IT JUSTICE BUT I'M TRYING TO KEEP THIS EXPLANATION SIMPLE. BLACK ROMANCE IS JUST. A LOT OF HUMANS DON'T GET IT. IT MIGHT BE A TROLL ONLY THING, I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. OH AND I'M TALKING MOSTLY ABOUT THE CALIGINOUS QUADRANT HERE. AUSPISTICISM IS SOMETHING ELSE ENTIRELY.
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IT ISN'T PURE HATRED. THERE'S ATTRACTION BETWEEN KISMESES THAT GOES BEYOND THE MERE PHYSICAL.
LIKE YOU HATE THIS PERSON BUT SOMETHING KEEPS DRAWING YOU BACK TO THEM. THERE'S SOMETHING YOU ACTUALLY LIKE, BUT SO MUCH ELSE ABOUT THIS PERSON PISSES YOU OFF THAT YOU CAN'T BRING YOURSELF TO FORGIVE WHATEVER FAULTS YOU SEE IN THEM.
SO IT EATS AWAY AT YOU, BOTH HATING AND LIKING THEM, TO THE POINT WHERE IT BECOMES AS MUCH OF AN OBSESSION AS BEING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE IN THE NORMAL HUMAN SENSE.
EVEN EXPLAINING IT LIKE THIS DOESN'T REALLY DO IT JUSTICE BUT I'M TRYING TO KEEP THIS EXPLANATION SIMPLE. BLACK ROMANCE IS JUST. A LOT OF HUMANS DON'T GET IT. IT MIGHT BE A TROLL ONLY THING, I DON'T FUCKING KNOW.
OH AND I'M TALKING MOSTLY ABOUT THE CALIGINOUS QUADRANT HERE. AUSPISTICISM IS SOMETHING ELSE ENTIRELY.